我应该放弃了吗?..

我是时候应该放弃了吗？...
我感觉到好辛苦啊...
就像不能呼吸..
把自己给封锁了起来似的....
我一直都以为我能有一天能把你感动..
可是我想这很难吧..
我想你心里有另外一个人的存在吧..
有点感觉自己好像一个小孩子...

hais.....why feel everything like hard to done it...

assignment come 1 by 1...

now have to do 3 assignment...

lolx....somemore nx week have to pass up 2 assignment..lolx

=.=

i think what i have done..

u wont know..

what i have feel..

u wont know...

in

认识一个人需要一分钟!

喜欢一个人需要十分钟!

爱上一个人需要一小时!

忘记一个人需要一辈子!

Woah...boring

today morning 5am oni sleep lo...

but 7am alr wake up ==

den 11am folo 2 sot kia go out..

they say mau masak spagheti wor..

lolx... >.

duno can makan anot de =x

Sleep~~

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long time dint write blog..

becuz everyday oso busy =x

busy in da gei =x

busy in play =x

woah...

haiz...

tonight i must start do my assignment alr..

i dont want repeat my secondary school de history alr..

im not going to waste my time alr..

Done It B4 End Of Next Week !!!

Hope i can!!~~~~

wakaka =)

Happy Mother Day!!!!!!

One day before the baby was born, it said：I dont
know what I'm going to do in this world！ God replied：I'll send you an
Angel to be next to u, the Angel will teach and protect u!！The baby asked:
Whats the name of my Angel？！... God said: You will call her ♥ MOM
♥>>>~~Copy&Paste it if ur mom is the angel of ur life..~~♥
♥... ♥Happy Mother's Day ♥ ♥ ♥ ~~

我真的不知道我的等待是值得的吗...

也许在你眼里永远都容纳不了我吧..

很想放下可是却非常的不舍..

我应该怎么办呢..haiz...

ytd at class happen something everyone tat oso dun wish to happen de thing..

that is quarel between classmate..lolx..

walao..actually what happen?

just because a backstabber need to make till like tis meh?..

i reali duno u are really cannot concentrate in class..

or just wanna take us as ur reason to stop ur college..

even we dont know who are u..

but please la..

growth up la..

if us disturb u study den fine..

just tell us lo..

for what ask parent come shoot us to our "mummy"?

=)

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
　　总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
　　你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、
　　恋著你，不论做什么事情，
　　只要能一起，就是好的....


　　 ...





..... 但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
　　你开始发现了对方的缺点，
　　於是问题一个接著一个发生，
　　你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
　　有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
　　总想捡到一个适合自己的，
　　但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
　　他/她适合你，那你又适合他/她吗?
　　
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
　　或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
　　但是记住人是有弹性的，
　　很多事情是可以改变的，
　　只要你有心、有勇气，
　　与其到处去捡未知的石头，
　　还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮，你开始磨了吗？
　　很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
　　所以人才会变得懒惰。
　　错！
　　其实是人先被惰性征服，
　　所以感情才会变淡的。


　　
在某个聚餐的场合，
　　有人提议多吃点虾对身体好，
　　这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候,她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
　　现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！」
　　听到了吗？明白了吗？
　　
　　难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，
　　却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
　　因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
　　
如果每个人都
　　懒得讲话、
　　懒得倾听、
　　懒得制造惊喜、
　　懒得温柔体贴，
　　那么夫妻或是情人之间，
　　又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？


*所以请记住：
　　有活力的爱情，
　　是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
　　谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
　　
　　有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，
　　可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，
　　当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，
　　他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
　　你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，
　　我以後再也不会等你了！
　　刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，
　　她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了
　　
　　同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；
　　女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，
　　他的男朋友说：「我想你一定忙坏了吧！」
　　接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，
　　此刻，女孩流泪了
　　但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。


　　
你体会到了吗？
　　其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
　　爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，
　　很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
　　懂了吗？
　　当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
　　那并不代表你会选择他。
　　
　　我们总说：「我要找一个自己很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。」
　　但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
　　你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
　　
　　没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
　　可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
　　假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
　　其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
　　或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
　　但是你有没有想过『在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？』
　　所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久了
　　
　　当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
　　所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
　　如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，
　　完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
　　
　　所以请记住，
　　喝酒不要超过六分醉，
　　吃饭不要超过七分饱，
　　爱一个人不要超过八分
　　
　　如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
　　

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
　　要道歉，也要道谢；
　　要认错，也要改错；
　　要体贴，也要体谅；
　　是接受，而不是忍受；
　　是宽容，而不是纵容；
　　是支持，而不是支配；
　　是慰问，而不是质问；
　　是倾诉，而不是控诉；
　　是难忘，而不是遗忘；
　　是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
　　是为对方默默祈求，
　　而不是向对方诸多要求；
　　可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
　　
　　 `*不要随便牵手，
　　 `*更不要随便放手

a 2nd day on my new house =)
have to learn be independent alr..
the life no more maid..
the life have to wash own clothes..
the life have to care myself..
tis kind life has been started..
hope i can be independent and wont be let my parent worried =)

miss all of u.. =)

Today went back to seremban to see my uncle..
glads that he is ok and getting well =)
the thing i go there i think just SLEEP..
hahax..becuz reali ntg can do over there..~~
other than sleep den is online le lolx~

=) 10+ go out yam cha with 3 tambi and 1 ah sam !
all bully me 1 haizz..
so sad..
=( yam till 12+ den only back
lolx..

so tired and boring la..
anything can do ? @@

有时候真的很不爽那些以为自己很聪明的人..
自己说话的时候呢就可以大声地说..
人家说话的时候就叫人收声..
who are u tot u are?
the mouth is on me!!
i say what also need asking u ma? ^.^
if u tot ur english very pro den fine ^.^
dun keep ask people for homework or wat lah ^.^

aiks..finished my essay for tourism~
but still got 2 assignment waiting for me T-T
i wanna sleep~~ =) wanna be piglet =)

tomorrow full day class @@ lolx..
so tired...lolx~~~
nothing i hope much now..
just hope everything will be a good and happy day =)
enjoying the day stay with all of u guys =)

2nd day with my lappie =)

=) today cannot went out..

have to stay at home and do housework..lolx...

=( but they all keep wanna push me go..

but reali sorry lah..

i have to done my essay for tourism and part of my coursework =(

somemore now reali no money d..lolx..==

pokai alr..

lappie =)

woah~~my lappie =)

wakaka~~finally get my own lappie alr =)
so happy now lolx~~
=) love it much ~~
wakaka~~~

Bored..

Today in class really feel wanna fall down and sleep alr..
reali damn sleepy lolx == somemore the lecturer teach so fast =.=
wanna copy also cannot..lucky got ppl bring laptop..
so i use to type ~ more fast hahax =) ngek ngek ~~

actually this few day..
happen something that make me very no mood geh..zzz
someone use my number to send vulgar msg to some of my friend..
zzz..to the hacker..if u just trying to make my friend hate me
just tell me dont do so many useless move ok?
growth up la dumb...

few day more gonna start my 1st hygiene mid term alr..
lolx~~so scare lo..have to study hard le..lolx

i ♥ you

=)

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hahax..lately so like to write blog jor tim..
mayb i like to spam ba..
or maybe like to decorate my blog =)
feel so fun =) hahax

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argggggghhhhhh

Arghhhhhhhh.....i not yet done my hygiene homework !!!
later still gonna go out tim...=(
mati le lah !! wish me good luck !!
wish me can done in 2 hour =) hehex

A Happy And Meaningful BirthdaY

Yesterday night went to boss house overnight~
because they wanna celebrate my 19th birthday~
lolx~~hahax 1st time celebrate with u guys~
they have bought a bottle of black label == lolx~~
but no ppl wan drink geh hahax~~=)
rofl~~ they all so bad T-T bully me !!
walao ~~~~ we all play till too noisy ~
make the neighbor come complain ~~ lolx~~
den around 1+ they all back home le~
cuz tml still have class =)
den see a sui lui macam no mood~
den accompany her go chit chat at the swimming pool ~~
lolx =) finally she make the decision hahax~~
=) happy ending wor~~
den me and boss went to BRJ to yam cha =) lolx!!
tat sotpo still wan me delivery roti canai !! lolx !!!
so bad la !! T-T treat them makan still want me delivery lolx !!
end up i sleep at 6am == lolx

8am den i open my eyes..den cant sleep d =.= lolx..
den go do my hotel geh homework..lolx~
11.30am..all say wanna go eat zai..lolx
but someone late to come fetch us ==
end up we arrive college alr 12.30pm ==
lolx!! eat jiaoooooo hahax~~

1pm started the class =)
3.30pm end class =) woah~
tot wan back alr geh ==
but suddenlly they said Rachel mama wanna say something ! lolx..
den i ma ok lo ~
woahh~~~~ suddenlly they closed the light
and take a cake come in lolx!! ~~~~
lolx!! den oni i know they celebrate my birthday with me =)
so touched la~~ hahax 1st time celebrate my birthday in class lolx~~
after that taken alot of picture =)

thanks you to all of my friend and my classmate ^.^ thanks for giving me a unforgetable birthday ~

Trying to

=) no more rude

=) happy everyday

=) study hard

=) love you more

=) no more emo

=) be the one u need

18 April

woots..1 more day to my birthday..
hahax...now was 3.55am..
but im still not yet wanna go find chou gong =)
at the moment..i reali don't know what should i do..
at the moment..i should be happy? emo? sad?
i reali dont know..i think actually now im in scaring ba..
hahax..dont ask me why im scaring..because i also dont what im scaring..
isit reali should like what eddy say? everything also dun care..
just go do it? lolx...its hard for me =) hahax..

Status : very very 烦 !!

为什么做人需要烦那么多的东西呢？？
为什么就不能快快乐乐的过一生呢？？

No Mood Lah

Walao..cibai lah..who the hell steal my line and sms to boss and scold rude on him oOo
let me know is who i sure diu 9 him..kns arh make me no mood..

today was last day of pc fair d..
i want to go buy a pendrive and something =)
but no people accompany me go >.<
nevermind later wake up den only decide..hahax..

now only i know after start my college life..
the one that feel hard de not me..is my daddy and mummy..
walao...everyday also need to ask money from them...zzz...
if can i really hope to find a part time..and reduce their beban...
sorry dad and mum...i will try to study hard and let u 2 to have a better future =)
=)

Bored...

Today Was very very very bored for me !!!!!!!
All Of My friend has been back to their hometown ==
no ppl want go play..aiyo...
Dont know why today mood abit complicated...
haiz..a while feel wan kill ppl..
a while feel very happy ==
am i going to sot sot alr?~ hahax
today just done le some of my homework~~
actually now i see got homework 1st thing come to my mind was happy...
hahax...cuz last time in secondary always dun like to do homework..
teacher giv homework..i will just leave it over there..
hahax...=) feel happy for tis change..
=)

Wish
- can find a part time job...now reali wan mati d..wan bankrupt jor..
- can study hard and wont like last time..giv up my ownself on education..form 4 and form 5 life totally is wasting time...i have wasted alot of time..is time for me to get back everything tat i have losed..
- she can happy everyday...everything is ok for me..just wish she wont keep sick..and study hard..dun always like blur blur in class oh..

=) if tomorrow would be a end for my life..i wish all of my friend can be happy and happiness everyday ~~ =)

Headache..

Walao...whole night cant sleep well...
keep sleep keep wake up....
keep thinking want how to help eddy and hui xin..
wah...mati loh... >< headache...sleepy..tired...

rofl..i tot our friendship can last longer...
but ytd see yew and eddy..
reali few an whack they 2 alr..
arg...

Tired and Sleepy + no Mood..

Overnight at my friend house for 2 day..
just back from there...
so tired....and sleepy..
what a stupid im...4 guys finish a chivas in 10min...
somemore never mix with anything..lolx....kang !!
4 guys also drunk at there..hahax...
but still need to say sry to fiona,huoy ling, jia yi and hui xin..
sry for bother u guys and we shud not drink over there..
dui bu qi..promise wont do again..

today went to time square watch 做人...
a nice and meaningful movie..
everyone should go look for it..
一个人种什么，就会得到什么！！
when do everything also should think for it before do it..hahax..

Tml have to go morning class and got presentation tomorow...
wish me good luck~~~
good nitex everyone =))

Tired + happy 的一天

Today go Time Square + sg wang with 3 auntie and 3 malao =x
hope they wont saw tis post i say them are auntie and malao !! ngek ngek =))
at 1st was plan to go Roller geh ~ but they till sg wang le den x mau d =.=
rofl!!long time no play roller i mau play geh ma~aiyoo..
we changed plan to watch movie~
hahax watched [ Clash Of The Titan ]

time passed so fast ~
left 2 week + den mid term le @@
need to work and study hard d =x
=)))

Rofl...

Haiz..i need a part time job badly..
anyone can got can intro plz? T-T
i need money !! no money ald !! T-T
钱啊！Money Arh !! wang arh !!

aiks...just now quarrel with fren ==
but now i think should be ok d.. ==
sien..sleep too much d..
now cant sleep jor =(((

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Tired..

today was 1st class for basic airline ticketing ==
walao..when lecturer giv us the note..
i was totally gonna faint..lolx..
so many city code..country code..and place name have to remember ==
walao..>.<""

after the class end was trying to back home as fast as posible i can ==
suddenlly the KTM spoil at segambut.. == gg..
i wan go rawang geh leh == lolx!!!
but luckily the next train come quite fast ==
if not i gonna die at there lolx ==
ktm always got tis kind of problem geh == lolx

today boss aka dai lou wanna "ALL in" ald..
hope he can "win" hahax~~
wish u all the best bro =x

weeee

Woah~~Finally Done my work~~
can have a nice sleep~~
hahax

Funny Day

today our senior was having a welcome party for us~~
wootz..they are very funny and we have played alots of game~~
hahax..hope nx time still got the chance to play with them again =x hahax


mid term was near..
need to study hard..
and work hard for it..
trying to score B if can =x
闭关!! Mid Term !!

A weird Nitex

how come everyone also so weird geh..lolx..
can anyone tell me? ==

New Life Style..

After started my college life..
my life style macam alot changed..lolx..
macam last time i comfirm wont sit at 1st roll in the class geh..
but now i did..lolx..
macam last time i will sleep in class all the time and wont concentrade on it..
but now was trying to concentrade all the time in class...lolx..
i bet all my secondary fren sure cant imagine it..hahax..
feel got abit dai gor zai jor..hahax..hapi for myself ^^

i have wasted too much of my time..
now is times to work harder..
hehex~~

闭关 for mid term =x
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New Blog..

Wootz..damm long never write blog alr..
This would be my new blog =x
Old geh no use ald..
now i no idea to write for it d ><"

just because tis would be my 1st post in my new blog~
so try to write little bit @@

Happy to know my all my new fren ~
<3 u all~~
=x night ~

end of my 1st post ^^